Day by day, I try and make it through one more day without you. Bruce, we were together nearly everyday for 14 years and now, without warning, you're gone forever? I can't accept that. I love you too much to lose you.....we planned the rest of our lives together. I realize that I am still living each day like it's just another day that your away from home and will be coming back to us, your family, one day. I don't want to accept the truth. I don't want to walk through this world without you. To do that would be to let you go and move on......I will NEVER let you go and I will stay frozen in time until we are together again. I reject moving on in this life without you. You are my love and my life..... without you, there is no me. I am a broken, lost soul without you here to hold my hand, as you always have, and walk this walk of life together.