Yet another day I spend without you. My therapist told me to forget get you and all of my past but I can't, and just thinking about my life without you just sends me in a state of panic. What I'm trying to say is that I'm glad I had you in my life, and hate but love that you're dead. I hate that your dead and not with me, but all together I love that you're dead. Your at peace for the first time in your life and you escape this hell called life and her...... But I hope your a peace now. I love you daddy